how to begin with :)

painful and sharp | smile | smile harder :)

no need to cry | smile | smile harder :)

brace the step | mind the words | smile

do not change the look of the face as your hear starts to do so
do not raise any objection as your heart says that this
is not right

smile } smile } smile

when wrong doings are overly looked and good deeds are overlooked :)

it is you , it is you that need to be strong now... a whisper said to me in dreams.

" you don't know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.
and you are way stronger than you could ever imagine"

a hint of smile

gain a new pack of mind set , for now.. i just dont wanna be tied up with all the dark and miserable feelings.

for things i don't need , i will definitely steer clear.
most certainly , will not be a part of it

[each days are hard]
as i pull my self together and not fall for any of the act.
no to become reactive of the action.

i admit that it is very hard.

i will practice my best. i will try for the best

i will be... just a hint of smile :)

Pitch BL*CK

i am so lost | i am so deep

Switching Off

you said the words you said
you did the things you wanna do

and you have never took a second
for long look

for a second thought

silence between us ,
not to justify
not to say these are ok
not to say im ok , far off

but maybe just simply tired
of all the words that said but misunderstood

in the end,
whatever i say and did
did not really matter

because you have never listen :)
with your heart

...

it is been a while since i saw you
it is been a while since i feel the warmth..

sharp & painful words spoken | knive like starred eyes stabbed |

and i need more strength,from your shiny light

[but again,today is so cloudy and i barely can see you..underneath all those clouds]

:) hello, sunshine ...

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| a thought |

sometimes ... whisper sounds louder than a scream

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