how to begin with :)

painful and sharp | smile | smile harder :)

no need to cry | smile | smile harder :)

brace the step | mind the words | smile

do not change the look of the face as your hear starts to do so
do not raise any objection as your heart says that this
is not right

smile } smile } smile

when wrong doings are overly looked and good deeds are overlooked :)

it is you , it is you that need to be strong now... a whisper said to me in dreams.

" you don't know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.
and you are way stronger than you could ever imagine"

a hint of smile

gain a new pack of mind set , for now.. i just dont wanna be tied up with all the dark and miserable feelings.

for things i don't need , i will definitely steer clear.
most certainly , will not be a part of it

[each days are hard]
as i pull my self together and not fall for any of the act.
no to become reactive of the action.

i admit that it is very hard.

i will practice my best. i will try for the best

i will be... just a hint of smile :)

Pitch BL*CK

i am so lost | i am so deep

Switching Off

you said the words you said
you did the things you wanna do

and you have never took a second
for long look

for a second thought

silence between us ,
not to justify
not to say these are ok
not to say im ok , far off

but maybe just simply tired
of all the words that said but misunderstood

in the end,
whatever i say and did
did not really matter

because you have never listen :)
with your heart

...

it is been a while since i saw you
it is been a while since i feel the warmth..

sharp & painful words spoken | knive like starred eyes stabbed |

and i need more strength,from your shiny light

[but again,today is so cloudy and i barely can see you..underneath all those clouds]

:) hello, sunshine ...

image from : http://browse.deviantart.com/?q=sun%20and%20clouds&order=9&offset=48#/d290du0

| a thought |

sometimes ... whisper sounds louder than a scream

source image
www.gettyimages.com

you are so good :)

At creating the rain
Sneaks thunderstorm
Bringing in the clouds
And close the curtain in black

And also..
At quench it real hard
Squeeze,squeeze
Punch it
And throw it towards the wall

Until it is broken
Into thousands of scattered frames

Until it is blacken
With all the faded memories inside

Until it is dry
Without a single living thing grow over it

Afterall these years,
I can't belive it

Damn, you're still so good!
Congratulations ;-)

image from : www.deviantart.com

Notes on Weekend

sometimes...
we must just follow the flow, and do what our heart said :)

List of Happy Chores & Happy Times :
1. Final Packing for our 'permanent' move to our lovely home :)) ^^smiling widely
2. Meeting with some people for new projects! *anticipating*
3. Preparing Rooms for dearly sisters that will come from outta town next week
4. And cute lil niece tag along! YAY!!!!
5. Refill our Fridge with delisioso Ice Cream and all things chocolaty :P
6. A morning weekend walk with H <3 <3 <3

What are yours??

xoxo

| yep |

Can't Believe it is Weekend!

OOooowwwwwh! What a tough & stressful weekend ;-)
ok, not complaining...but i feel so exhausted hahahaha, humongous pile of work,tight deadline,and...etc etc..

But i try to really accept the facts that in life you have to brace for some windy days, even thunderstorms. Hard as it is,life must go on!

In Rocky roads, i believe support from loved ones strengthen us! More than we can really imagine ;-)

And keep n mind there are other side of the sun :) The Bright,Shiny and Warm one :)
The one that gives energy!

Here is something, ok maybe this is more for me :))

One of my passion,my stress reliever ;D #batik antiques #

afterall, this is weekend yes ??? Have a smashing One!

xoxo

Jakarta Fashion Week 2012 - Pacific Place

I - totally - LOVE IT! Beyond Happy! And Look at This Fairy Princess

Hello Sunny Monday!

Let's keep our spirit | Let's keep doing things we love | Let's keep our dreams alive!hAPPY MONDAY!!
source of image : www.seaofshoes.com

suddenly ...

dark clouds | windy days | cold thunders | i miss you, more..

Long Term Addiction (oh So Sweet!)

Beautiful Batik Bag in Kopitutung 3N Pattern.LOVE.

House Updates (Con't)

Love Love Love Everything about Our House :)and this is the face of our future front seat couch, finally! (hahaha,not yet...these are made to order... they will come in : yak 2 MONTHS!!) a bit long for a production but we love 'em so much!!

The House Update

i really love weekend
the time that me + H can really curl up, doing absolutely nothing :)
haa haaa... sounds like heaven!

Some of our furniture arribed and settled already, though minor mishaps showed up here and there. but i guess that's normal , no?
Considering we build the house and furnish it without the help of contractor or even interior designer :P
we trial and error almost everything.

One thing that failed (ok there are two):
1. The Chairs.
They are not suppossed to be very bulky and stiff like these!!
they made the product so different from the picture we showed them.
So back to chairless living room...and : HUNT AGAIN!!!!

2. The Kitchen Set
We put a glass wall over the table top..and turns out, not very kewl idea :)
it's broken already when we install the pipe over the sink :(
so maybe we switched to the natural stone mozaic (as we originally planned actually!)
-> ill show the pic later :D

But i have a favorite spot also, places that i can really be relax and 'do nothing'
this is one of the spot :
We made floor to ceiling library and put some floor decorative application from wood, where we can read the books in 'horizontal' position!! Our fave :P

I'll be back with MORE!!!
meanwhile??? ok, lets back to work people!!!
tick tock tick tock.... two more hours to go! :D
(this is our lovely house's facade... Thank You God, Thank You H)



xoxo

Life's Update

So how is it been? Mmmm... life is great :) TG

i'm at the new office already, for the last 2weeks.Husband too...but this is his first week.
i'm adjusting+settling in, still hardly knew anybody, since my place is abit excluded from all the 'CROWD'. But so far all the response is positive.

A bit busy with all this new thingy. but so so so ...EXCITED!
Hopefully this is a better start :)

i will update soon, meanwhile this is the "FACE" of my temporary crashing place.
I have no permanent place,yet.
xoxo,

new office perks:
oh, i live so close now with my long lost passion (now the condition has been revived again!)
Guess what it is? yes, the dearly ever so lovely - ITC Kuningan!!! *BIG GRIN*

Anticipating :)

Rainbow in rolling colors,awaits!

Memories of Sunflowers

i forgot how i used to love these.

Today,on a spirit of really doing nothing on my final days at this office i stood and stumbled upon this pic.
How i remember time passes us by
Sometimes on a blink of an eye and we really can not turn back the time.
Good times i have shared.Worst moments come every now and then
But after a walk on the time length it is all really just a memory.
Memories we left behind. Some to remember, some we are trying to forget.

Like this yellow buns. Creeping in and bring a lot of new hopes.
I just think that the road ahead will not be as simple. or as familiar but i guess i have to come in well prepared.
For i have been waiting for these moments.
For these clock tickings that i bear every day :)
This blessing journey ahead is with me

A new place with absolutely no compass [all i know that i have to move forward]

As i stood again,once more in this room.
6 days left and im halfway done packing.
This room, the room ive been spent most of my time for almost 2.5 years.
Soon only be memories.

GodSpeed :)

I believe He has plan beautifully for us :).