what i have been up to :)

1.First Upload House of Alexandrine
Thank God, the appreciation is good :) Some made to orders made already, the ready stocks are well accepted also :) Thanks God, Thanks God

2.Adding Craziness to my Batik Bag Collection.
Enuff Said. Husband's Wallet is literally draining hahaha...So sorry ;) but this is really2 my disclaimer. Im ready to give up on many things.
But on this one?? NOT JUST YET hahahahaha

3.Trying to squeeze ideas into my buzy days :D
hahaha, not exactly jam packed! but yes, i had a hard time since this 9 to 5 of mine demands humongous amount of focus time. not to worry! will add extra strength on this!!!

Tears on my pillow

i can't move my tongue to tell you these

i'm so helpless and tired to fight
cant say the words i should say
cant point you the things you should see

many mistakes i have done,yes
many ways i did wrong,yes

broken paths lead to loneliness here, all alone
when words are like sharp knives
and i just cant run from deep stabs

when all i did was wrong
when all the things scattered to pieces
when all are negatives

I cant find peace,
even in my sleeps
even in my own thought
even in my silence

whatever i say will be wrong
whatever i do will be meaningless
whatever i do will be seen as a way to hurt you

if that is the the case,
why does it hurt so bad in here??
Here inside my heart

a YelloHello ;D

Kiss away the Monday Blues

one of those day -__-

where are you & i miss you '(

A-MAY-ZING!!

holaaaaa, it is May already ;-)
i haven't been able (&available :D) to update the blog, since tremendous amount of things need to be done.
Mostly work related (i know, blaaaahhh) hihihi.

But alot of things zings zings (read : travel back and forth) in my mind. Designs related. and it annoys me so much that only a little thing that i really can pour into reality. I need more time.
Being a single fighter in the project is fun, since all the ideas and all the plan come from MOI (hahahaha) - and husband ;P but.... all the hectic part is also mine & mine alone.

I keep my spirit high though! This is the season of blooming flowies & Sunny Weather and all the fun activity. I just need to gear up and speed up the speed!! Can Do!!

What a fun Monday....kisses

ps.
Pending Project:
weightloss program :D hahahaha

i put the picture of my monday office working table, messy, i know :)

Happy Monday :)

tingle tingle :P

when things don't go as we expected...

i always wish that future holds more chance :)
and i will keep on walking, without looking back

i always believe things will be better,eventually
and put some more effort to make my strength stays with me, all the way

i need to walk out of the room
i need to smells the green grass under sunny day :)
i need relentless laughter with you to poof the clouds away
i need your arms,and your shoulder too

and when it finally gets better,smile :) as wide as you possibly can
i think it's soon ;-)

(for a dear friend,
who thinks now is her low point... no worries
this life is so grande with all other butterflies & flowers
you just wait....
things will come around...
let's make a go for it!!)

lately ...

for moments of hard days in the office, there is always a cure...or maybe more than 1 :Di'm so waiting for tomorrow ;P

it's been a while since ...

1)i crave over maxi dresses, this looks yummy no?
2)i put on a pair of high heels
3)or a pair of pretty wedges (hahaha)
4)i gather with nearest & dearest (i miss them all) our so called busy life strangles us all :)

this weekend's gonna be a long & full one too :) keep the spirit high,fingers crossed

xoxo

send me

to a place far
to a place so soothe
to a place so warm

when it's cold and nobody hugs
when it's wet and you are without umbrella
when it's scorching hot and you left your hat

i wanna visit my savannah
i wanna kiss the flowers and play
in the middle of meadows

can you take me there,now?