listen

listen to your heart
listen to your every beat
close your eyes
and try to listen,deep

what does it say to you
when nobody else is listening
what does it says
what does it tries to tell you

you know what you hear
it sounds so clear,as the water you see in your backyard pond
and wonder why is it so hard for you to really understand.

heavy stomped on the chest
everytime the voices play in your head.over and over
and within seconds the wounds slither and reopen.
for the 100th times.
exhale
exhale
exhale

you know what to do
yet, the courage is no longer a friend.
it dies
along with your cheer happy heart.

sometimes,back in times when everything matters
but not today
not now

you stand on top of this huge globe
totally alone, and it starts to rain
heavily.blizzard & wind.

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