Monday, November 30, 2009

new moon to be :D

gonna spend the night drooling over edward...

list to be prepared :
- huge bowl of frozen yoghurt
- thick shawl
- eyeglasses to have a better view
- boyfriend's arm to lean over ;) ;) ;)

i think this night will be lovely.CAN'T WAIT.hope we still managed to snagged the tickets!! IT's STILL THE FIRST WEEK'S SHOW!!


Sunday, November 29, 2009

Dear You

in this 3103rd days
i just wanna remind you something..

I LOVE YOU, always do, and always will.

i can't thank you enough for your warm hugs,encouraging words,shared experiences.
and many many more.

i realize you almost never asked for anything difficult for me to give to you,
yet you have given me so many things in this life.

i LOVE YOU,always do, and always will.


the time lapse is getting shorter.
i need A BIGGER SELF ENCOURAGEMENT! (i know so whinyyy... ;)

but, that's the feeling ...

I'm so Blue in RED :D

-source of image : englishmuse -

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Whisper on the inside of mine

After finishing some body copy material for this week's ad,(i)stretch my feet and look at the huge clock on the wall..Almost 3.30pm.TIME FLEW today!
Jakarta is still very wet and needless to say i think im heading to a very tight jam..LETS'S ROCKK!! (uuu not that kinda jam! HA-HA!)
everything on my desk is so messy and unorganized, and the fact of i'm still out of fresh idea is not exactly a silver lining of my day.

Good thing is, this is the last working day..and i'm so FREAKING EXCITED! about an extra time off ahead. Dozing,Curling,....and maybe shoe shopping! (boyfriend said : "I DON'T THINK SO!!)

My one and only precious niece is in town actually for a whole month so, it is almost 100% GUARANTEED that i will spend MAJOR BONDING TIME with her!
She's just the cutest :)

I'm still on a current new job hunting project tough, this office -COME AGAIN, i'll say it OVER & OVER - IT'S TOO EFFIN' FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR!
I blend well in the city.. (or at least that's what i think) hehehe...
I breathe on the soul of that street every single day of my living years in the capital city. And this office that i'm in right now,not that i'm not greatfull,is just not where my heart is.

I heart the city a lot.I love the long Sudirman Thamrin Road. and i miss all of my friends...
To fullfill the thirst and being so DAMN TOUGH on my occurence, i still keep my old living place (only 5 minutes away from my old office) eventhough that takes me MORE THAN AN HOUR! to get me to my new office.

But with all my heart, i love the surroundings, i love everything.I LOVE THE CBD a lot :)

SO the list on my agenda is getting longer, with "THAT" HAPPY PLAN is waiting middle of next year and now this...


Great long weekend all!!


Current Addiction

1. Lenka and her magic voice ...

2. J - Cool Yoghurt ...slurrpss...

3.Red Peep Toe ;) mmmmm :D :D

4. Wire Jewelry

have a great weekend ;) ;)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

blast from my past :)

why do i love thee ?
why ask why?
why don't ask HOW ?

(poem taken from archiecomics)

my one fave comic books, been collecting them since ages ago!
the love simply grows stronger!!

Dont you just love this cute love triangle ??

Monday, November 23, 2009

Faking it Up! :D :D :D

(source : daydream lily )

me on monday

It is like a neverending cycle
A giant ball rollover
Faced with this drama, this situation, this mood
Over-and-over again!

I feel like Sisifus!

Friday, November 20, 2009

freeze the time

(photos & edit by : firman w )

i wanna live on weekend forever
where i can be free endlessly
stretch my hand
& curled up on my bed

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

dee-lishh Tuesday.....

yummm yummm ..don't you agree with me here ?

source of image : the sartorialist



got this from blog walking (Mr.E - hahaha) so i put BOLD for things i have done :D

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said “I love you” and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg glacier
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby’s diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records (cds)
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
132a. Had them write back
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. …more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone’s heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than US states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days (2 hours yes! hahaha)
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. …and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

fun-fun-fun!!! YOU SHOULD TRY IT!!

Monday, November 16, 2009


Thank Him for His abundant blessing today :)

Thanks for .....

out with the old, in with the new ...

it is Monday, and it is gonna be a very long week since (maybe!) i have to be in the office on saturday...

office is great haha LOL :D a new man came aboard this boat.
Hope we will not be sinking any deeper hahaha...
i know, i know, must face it with glass half-full attitude.

as for my personal things, i'm still thinking about taking some design course..there are so many things fluttering above my head rite now. not sure can catch them all one by one. hahahaa...

and call me crazy, its MAD COLD! but im thinking about WALLS MAGNUM ICE CREAM hahahahaha :D :D :D

dont you just love her ?

Friday, November 13, 2009

another shoes ????

what can i say.... im weak, so weak.
look at this mad cute pair from deargolden :D :D
melt.melt.melt INSTANTLY !! :) :)

Thursday, November 12, 2009

This Week Happy List

1. A New wire pendant.

2. A New Scent for my room.

3. Friends get-together momentos.

4. Choco cream cake :) :) :)

5. Weekend is approaching .... i need to rest :P :P

the wind blows kinda hard lately, i need a warm cover up to hug me over the weekend :D

source of image : sea of shoes

need a mood booster

certain things that happen lately makes me wanna crawl under my bedcover.
And the situation is not easy to shake.
There are moments that i just feel so effin' enough.

I need to be lost.I need to be away.

and all i can say is.....

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


Often happen without prior notice.And we all have to bear with all of the consequences.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Learn from mistakes...

A few days ago, a very close friend of mine...ooh she's more like a sister anyway confess sumthin'.

She's done something stupid in the office. When she told me the news she already realize that she's wrong and really worried about what her boss will do about this situation.

She's working in one of the famous night entertainment place (& one of the most expensive place !) in Jakarta. She's been working for almost 9 whole years there, and having a pretty good position.

Once a while everybody can can be a very slippery place sometimes ;P
And this time she slipped hard. This action of hers caused a bit of a messy mishap.
And she has to pay BIG for that..

After everything blows over, we sat on a long conversation and really TALK.
Good this time she didnt loose her job and still manage to do a damage control.

But as i sat there and talk with her, we conclude :
it is never WRONG to be EXTRA CAUTIOUS.
In the office, in Life. Cause the one that has to pay for all the mistakes is always ourselves and ourselves alone. Not everyday we are fortunate to have a second chance.
And not everybody is our life protector. We really have to make ourselves secure on every move.

I know that maybe you feel that you are very down rite now, but realize your great 2nd chance.Love you!


image from :

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

it's me :D

Emma print - on somerset velvet by Marisol Spoon
(from )

is it me ? does it look like me ?

;) ;)

a very cool web :)

for you all brides to be ....

this site is sooo kewl ;) ;)

-- kisses --